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Finally.
From now on, this journal is...
Comment to be added :)
<3
-Sun.
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[13 Apr 2004|08:35pm] |
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fuck my fucking family.
i just had one of the best days of my life, i come home and i get attacked by my whole fucking family including my 2yrs old brother that knows shit about anything and just makes noise.
fuck, i hate it.
as far as they know, i left at night. i told them i slept over friend's home and slept all day, whats so wrong about that?? FUCK THEM, seriously.
fuck...
anyway, to try and make myself happy i will tell u about me great day.
yesterday night we went to drink, and accidently met Shimrit and some of her friends. Shimrit and i randomly decided to go to tel-aviv @_o
well we hitced rides till tel aviv, and got ther by 6am.. lol, some religous dude gave us a ride and was trying to talk about sex with us! that was horrifying and Shimrit was terribly not nice to him XD;;
well we had to burn 2 hours, because Center opens at 8. so we were staring at pigeons XD;;
it was all so fucking funny... we've been asked twice if we were a pair of lesbians, once by some gay couple on some crossroad and once more by the religous dude pervert.
hmm we ate so fuckin much leftovers :3 i didnt buy anything, just made stickers of me, shimrit and this girl Keren.
i met lots of cool people and went to cool shops ^^;
we went to this really asskicking shop, with alternative clothing, and the seller lady was such a doll! offered cigarettes and coke and told us about her bf problems and other stuff and was so cute, and told me im pretty XD
then, i noticed this hair salon where some girl was doing hair extentions and stuff @_@ i was like "i didnt know it was here!!"! and went all mad, i talked to her... and well i know shitloads more then her XD she actually asked me to work there but i cant cause i live so far. hahaha! and i made a wool wrap in her hair. yay.
ummm... we walked around the Center mall asking money :P it was fun XD got some money for busses and trains.
also i met those two guys from Ashdod who know ppl i know and they took my number :3 heh.
anyway.. i feel shit. totally.
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[12 Apr 2004|03:27pm] |
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now seriously.
i went to tolik's house yesterday, and fell asleep at some point and slept till 4am XD when i woke up, we watched LOTR : Return of the King, weee twas fun though i didnt understand half of the movie, and umo0o we drank pina colada!! YUMMM!!
thats about it.
im looking forward to gettin mail from my freinds, mailing my freinds, going to holland, getting a job, buying stuff i really want... and just for something good, that will make me feel happy.
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Soilwork - the bringer
Hey soilmates, we're facing the end
We're down low no use to pretend
A bitter message from heaven sent
it says we're asleep at the wheel again
Let's say we're stuck in an illusion
Let's say we're out of control
Possessed by a lethal redeemer
Forcing us to play a neurotic role
Oh, won't you take this thing out of me
It never leaves me alone
Fight the demons and devastate
This mental battlezone
Chorus
Bring it back, bring it home
Enough is enough, I'm alone
Everything's set all ready to go away
Bring it back, bring it home
To the place I used to know
There comes a time
when this nighmare will turn to hate
Beware what you intend to say
Those words will always make you pay
Repress what's before your eyes
Gather the spirits and hypnotize
Let's say we're stuck in an illusion
Let's say we're out of control
Possessed by a lethal redeemer
Forcing us to play a neurotic role
Oh, won't you take this thing out of me
It never leaves me alone
Fight the demons and devastate
This mental battlezone
I wait for this to overcome
What's inside it needs to be done
this vital plague has brought my pain
and endless pain...
Oh, won't you take this thing out of me
It never leaves me alone
Fight the demons and devastate
This mental battlezone
I wait for this to overcome
What's inside it needs to be done
this vital plague has brought my pain
and endless pain...
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Today was really awful.
I got out of bed because I had to throw up. I'm really sick. I mean REALLY sick.
I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.
I'm so sad. My kitten got run over this afternoon. I found him when I was coming home from school. His head was all squished. I took some photos. I'll miss him. Poor kitty.
Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!
I want to tell the world to get fucked.
I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my girlfriend in the nude (but don't tell her that I've posted them here - she'll kill me! Har har.)
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, and should stop smoking drugs.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.
...
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).
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[11 Apr 2004|09:06am] |
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i must make today a great day!
i want to have a gooood good day.
im going back to school soon and i really want to have the last days of my vacation asskicking.
meeperz :3
umm.. im trying to be cheery and stuff! make me happy XD teehee
*dances*
i sew me a cute loli purse lol, but since i can't sew it looks weird ^^; cute anyway.
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[11 Apr 2004|04:18am] |
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haha that is amusing, i never really liked her. but i used to reaaaally love her song Candy in 5th grade or something like that.
im boooored.
im obsessed with dolls. im sewing lolita dress to my doll.
im cooking, too.
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[10 Apr 2004|01:49pm] |
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guess what?
i just ordered my tablet.
not done-
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[10 Apr 2004|05:22am] |
new piccie for layout, though its ugly and i promise i'll change it soon. so narcissistic of me :P
umm. thx tolik for helping me with hair. yep.
i had something to write.. but forgot. drugs.
oh, yah. i have wool wraps in my hair. not done yet though, 6 more to go. my hair is yucky lol.
cool. i used to reaaaaally like kittie in 7th grade.
wee, on summer, in going to have wool braided in my hair again. i want it baby blue and white!! :D im such a dork. haha. Rei wants to do my hair when im in Holland so yeah, my summer will be full of extentions.
to all my israel friends - im willing and able to do wool extentions. just ask. heh eh. and buy wool :P fun fun fun.
I AM 64% GOTH!  Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps through my viens, but I can still laugh at myself. |
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[09 Apr 2004|10:34pm] |
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i flood i flood..
I LOVE KYLIE
fuck, that is almsot true. just the in groups of people i enjoy being sophisticated, and uber. buhhaha, lol, it depends on the people.
and im not that loyal lately T_T; fuck me.
FUCK @_@ almost true.
i love memegens :D
*loves kylie* im developing an unhealthy obsession with her :S
i stole from ~ladychrist XD; that is just.. hahahahaha *rofls*
http://www.thamus.org/eac/jesus.htm
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[09 Apr 2004|01:13pm] |
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i love kylie <3
im sorry im so off lately, im just going insane because of various things.. eh.
sorry, yaeh? :)
im off to bed :3 ta-ta
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[09 Apr 2004|06:44am] |
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next time i don't sleep anough just get away from me @_o im even worse when sleepy
hide! orange! :D
oooooh, btw, remember that i said that i want to see how long can i not eat? i didn't eat yet :3 teehee 24 hours already.
edit: 26 hours lol. but its getting stupid, i will just eat something ^^; i proved a point.
my head went dizzy so yeah, bad XD
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[08 Apr 2004|07:42pm] |
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[08 Apr 2004|06:57pm] |
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well, i didnt sleep for like.. 24 hours T_T;
i went to an art lesson today, was all sleepy but my teacher made me feel good, as always! she is so great, every time i am down she makes me happy.
she liked my latest drawings :D weehee.
and she says im way more talanted then that student of her's that got a scolarship somewhere in the USA XD; weehee
oh man... i forgot my sketchbook at her place x.x noooooo i'll be sketchbookless for a week, noooo T_T;
beh, i am sick of people staring at me, their eyes will fall out one day.
and those arabs in haifa are so rude! they always comment stuff like "fine ass" "hot" "snowhite" "nice boobs" and shit liks that.. so rude, makes me feel cheap.
eeeh i started braiding my hair with wool, oh, the joy :3 im gonna put the USB cable in one.. as soon as i find it lol :3 i have only 4 wool wraps by now, 2 black and 2 pink, i need tolik's help with this but he is being an ass abou this :(
i'll get pic asaps ;)
i will probably go to sleep soon since i have nothing better to do, and tolik won't help me with my hair :(
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[08 Apr 2004|06:08am] |
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i know its gonna sound stupid and crazy and such, but i wanna try and see how long can i keep myself away from food.
its not that i wanna go anorexic or something, i just want to test myself.
see kids, thats what lack of sleep causes. sleep.
fucking msn won't let me log in -_- *bombs with a bazooka*
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[08 Apr 2004|04:37am] |
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i did lots of useful stuff today.
i joined a trevor brown fans community on DA.
i joined EGL art community on LJ.
i commented on lots of art on DA.
thats about it.
maybe not so useful after all XD;
i gotta look after my brother this morning, aka in like 5 hours.. or maybe i should pick him from kindergarten? im not sure.
anyway, i'll see dani in the morning so its ok..
i wonder where did tolik go, he wont answer anywhere and he isn't online *wonders* he is probably sleeping his ass off.
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[07 Apr 2004|07:04pm] |
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fuck i muust stop missing art lessons. ill have one tomorrow instead of today, eh.. i hope i wont fuck it up again T_T;
i just woke up bleh i feel like shit T_T; and i need to sleep again in few hours so ill wake up on time for my lesson, my dad probably won't let me stay awake anyway, arr.
so pissed off.
and where the hell did everyone go? :(
*goes to play RPG stuff*
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[06 Apr 2004|07:10am] |
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i want tons of stuff.. argh.
i want to buy gifts for everyone and i want to go to Tel Aviv and i want shitloads of stuff.
i need a job T_T; i want it to be summer holidays already so i can go and work my ass and have some money. argh.
when i'll have the money i will probably forget what i wanted @_o
( a pic of me lookin scary :P )
anyway i had a nice night, i went to kiryat haim to my sweet friends. we were smoking nargila and doing one big nothing.
after everybody went home, me and tolik stayed over hila's house and played Tekken 4 all night, heh, how lame :)
now i want a PlayStation2 for my birthday. and i'll get it. muhahaha. .... but my birthday is in like 5 months T_T; fuckin great. heh.
GAH so much to do, so little time.
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http://www.deviantart.com/view/6359605/
check that out :3 i think it came out too pretty. the original pic looks like shit.
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[05 Apr 2004|08:59pm] |
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im drowning my pain in drawing.
similar words @_o
look at that---> http://www.deviantart.com/view/6343304/
i think i did a nice job :/
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reading ~cyber-cookie's journal made me miss my undercut. and being sick of blonde hair @_o
once my hair is long anough, ill dye it to something evil and cut my fringe again. and shave a nice undercut :3
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[05 Apr 2004|06:08pm] |
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i hate this. i was so fucking happy. then an hour later i watched as all my dreams flushed away down the toilet.
FUCK..
why can't i never have things happen for me in the RIGHT way?!
why the people i love always prefer their friends over me?! it makes me hate them...
i don't know what to do anymore, it seems like every time i am happy everyone plan this huge conspiration against me to make me feel shit again.
rei doesn't feel to happy either. we are both in pain. at least we have each other x.x *kiss*
everybody ditched me x.x i feel so fucking unwanted, i want all of this to go away, just.. go.. poof...
fuck T_T; its been a while since i had such a mood.
JUST FUCKING BE WITH ME... and that's all. wtf is so hard.
i dont want to lose things before i even get them
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moi dix mois - dix infernal |
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new layout and icon. neon greeness.
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